Sometimes you get too tired complaining about the things that happened in your life. Sometimes, you, yourself don’t want to understand the reasons of why it happened. Just because you are tired to keep thinking of all the bad stuff. Someone rightly said, its you, and only you, who attract the bad stuff or the good stuff in your life. Everyone has their share of sorrows but it takes courageous people to see it, sustain it with a smile and move on. I may not be the most courageous person when it comes to difficult times but I have learned to handle it.
During these years, it was always a nightmare to tell someone what I was going through. It was very hard to explain because being too emotional is not always rightly seen. When you can’t take care of yourself, no one else can. I used to think that life is such a painful mystery with each phase unfolding with more sorrows and pain. I kept falling until I found the way to stand straight, look myself in the mirror and tell myself that it will be alright. And trust me, with time it always has been alright. Honestly, life will never be easy. It will never be a fairy tale. Because if it was that easy then everyone would have lived happily ever after. And there would have been no sufferings at all in this world. But that holds no truth. You will have to handle it. Everyone has to.
But if you think you are alone, and then let me tell you are not alone. Along your roller coaster ride, people would sweep into your life who will trust your potential at its core, who will be there in your suffering, who will understand ever inch of you and make the roller coaster ride worthwhile. You will never question who you are after that because you will definitely know that at times when you won’t believe yourself, there would be one person who will believe in you, who after seeing all the bad stuff in your life, will still accept you the way you are. That is the moment you have halt, yes, I command. HALT!
Just go and tell that one person how much he/she means to you. It’s important for you to realise how much one person can make your life worthwhile. That one person who makes you believe that this world is still a better place to live in. The journey of your life will never be difficult after you find that person. It will all, be alright :)
P.S. –For this one person in my life who with each day gives me a reason to smile. Finally, its only for you. Thanks for coming in my life and helping me discover me again. It has not been long enough that we got to know each other but with each day I learn something good out of you. I know that I would be better person at the end of my journey.