If.................

Has it ever occurred to you that no matter how much effort you put, no matter how hard you try the entire world seems to spin faster than you, while you stand on the same freakin' point working your ass off? Have you ever noticed the fact that the one thing that you truly desire from the bottom of your heart is almost unattainable (till you stop longing for it)?Did you ever feel that in your entire life span you mostly got what you do not deserve?

It hardly matters how positively self assured you are or how highly optimistic you can be, there comes a day when all such imaginary walls of hope you have built around your self, shatters and falls down into pieces. Your life is like your folks....they kick your posterior when you sit back and don't do anything, and smack and stop you when you try to do something! Funny but ridiculously true!

One fine day I sat down, with a cup of coffee and my thinking valve amply opened, wondering how entertainingly pleasing it would be if the world would spin my way!
If i could score an A without banging my head with books.... if I could throw the professor out of the class for being a jerk.... if i could keep on eating junk without being concerned about my weight...if i could turn the entire male community into dogs and throw a stick for them to fetch... if we could party all night and sleep through the day.... if puffing and boozing could become a doctor prescribed need of life rather than being noxious...if with every 'tequila cruda' our worries as well as their sources could dissolve...if i could jump from a 22 storied building and land safely on the ground without a single bruise... if i could bring my imaginations to life.....If....!

The only worst part of my pool of thoughts is... every sentence starts with an 'If' and ends with a set of anticipating dots. Yet i don't ever stop imagining the world to be just like I want it to be, with a hope that maybe just maybe one day i could spin it my way!