Breaking News...!!

Each time I take a long break, I promise myself that I will write more often and then I am back to my old ways. I don't even have any excuses anymore apart from the fact that I am plain lazy.
IVth year and Iam exactly the opposite of the I year. I have nothing to do (which is technically wrong; I do something may be(Is that the opposite of nothing??DUhuh..who cares!!)). I have been watching movies and series ( Twilight and many more are like absolutely awesome!) and generally chilling out(basically talking endlessly on PHONE..yes not to forget Iam one of those gossip girls types..basically just love that.;)..) What plans I had- I will reach the stars and change the world. I will read books and learn French,Astrolofy,Palmistry,Astronomy etc. etc... I joined yoga and left it (in my defence the teacher was not very encouraging..haha). Billions of Bilious Blue Blistering Barnacles! Nothing I did. But not all is lost. I have been busy getting my Studies in place(thats nt a yayie thing..believe me)..

let me share something with you guys...
I distinctly remember my class X english teacher emphasizing the importance of a caption. She repeatedly drilled it into our heads that a caption should be short and eye-catching. I must say she would be proud if she saw the title of my post today-short and eye catching obviously (why else would the news channels use it??), even though it is not connected to this post, but then, who cares?

Have you ever wished for something, worked for something and really know that you deserved it and then not get it? Have you ever seen less competent people surpassing you? Have you ever let your expectations rise so high, that you yourself know it is impossible to fulfill them? Have you ever felt so bad, that you lost all feeling itself? Have you ever felt so let down, that you lose your faith itself? Have you seen your loved ones ever walk past you, without even giving you as much as a glance? Have you looked on unable to explain your feelings and wishing the other person would simply understand them? Have you wished to do something and then just held back?.....